osu! mappingjul '20 - dec '23
Kirei na Sankaku, Asahi NingenJYOCHO24 Dec 2023
Akuma No UtaBoris05 Aug 2023
Bad Apple!! feat. nomicoMasayoshi Minoshima19 Mar 2023
Intrjctn + NeKoMaJiN VsNUITO05 Mar 2023
See You Again(!)Tyler, The Creator12 Apr 2022
CAN'T GET OVER YOUJoji27 Feb 2022
see you latermayoi namekuji04 Oct 2021
theyaremanycolorsFrums19 Sep 2021
A BOY IS A GUN*Tyler, The Creator28 Aug 2021
bloom. []j^p^n27 May 2021
MAKE IT FUNKY NOW (BMS EDIT)DOT9616 Feb 2021
Black Lotuswa.29 Jan 2021
datamatics prototype-ver.2.0池田 亮司04 Jan 2021
踊る水飛沫あきやま うに25 Dec 2020
Let Mom Sleep長沼 英樹29 Oct 2020
asuraCo shu Nie09 Jul 2020

blixys, 2024

Splatoon 3 has been out for:

    September 9th, 2022 / 00:00 EST

    blixys@
    mail.com

    what's the code

    i don't know

    365 08 21 22

    i've seen these brightened eyes in olden times;
    eyes that only lighten from ballets
    from light to light my fire may spread
    lest i turn to cinders, my milieu ablaze.


    300 06 17 22

    無 無 無 無 無 無 無 無 無 無 境
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    200 03 09 22a sleet of wings ran down my back
    and a corsage of red broke down my nape
    when i realized who i was.
    i am the blank, my forever empty.i am the space between
    the blood and the asphalt
    the being, the center of the shattered intersectionin wonder, an angel, a watcher, in halos.i am the ever echo in the blinding stasis of death
    and the whispers of comfort in the minds of tears.
    fingers interlocked, halo ever glowing,i choked its ring around your neck,
    i bring you into my domain.
    and so, in everything i say,i am the blank, my forever empty.and everything else,
    forever be damned.


    100 11 29 21across the river it was like a
    whirlpool
    it was like a
    fractal
    a gaze that had
    met mine
    within 1 second a
    gaze of
    100 poems
    100 daysand 100 moreand 1000 moreand 10000 forever more

    06 02 22 - 1600x1600

    05 30 22 - 3024x3024

    05 28 22 - 1410x1410

    05 27 22 - 720x720

    09 13 21 - 640x640

    10 22 21 - 1308x1308

    TitleArtistDateStar Rating
    Kirei na Sankaku, Asahi NingenJYOCHO24 Dec 20236.60★
    Akuma No UtaBoris05 Aug 20236.51★
    Bad Apple!! feat. nomicoMasayoshi Minoshima19 Mar 20236.14★
    Intrjctn + NeKoMaJiN VsNUITO05 Mar 20237.47★
    See You Again(!)Tyler, The Creator12 Apr 20224.87★
    CAN'T GET OVER YOUJoji27 Feb 20224.38★
    see you latermayoi namekuji04 Oct 20216.20★
    theyaremanycolorsFrums19 Sep 202145.47★
    A BOY IS A GUN*Tyler, The Creator28 Aug 20215.16★
    bloom. []j^p^n27 May 20213.40★
    MAKE IT FUNKY NOW (BMS EDIT)DOT9616 Feb 20218.23★
    Black Lotuswa.29 Jan 20218.58★
    datamatics prototype-ver.2.0池田 亮司04 Jan 202152.62★
    踊る水飛沫あきやま うに25 Dec 20206.83★
    Let Mom Sleep長沼 英樹29 Oct 20206.45★

    boris - flood ALBUM REVIEW: nature always wins

    if you look around for long enough, out there on Wikipedia is a photo of a US Navy helicopter flying through Sendai, following the aftermath of the 2011 Great East Japan Earthquake. look long and hard at it. notice how the water just drowns whole neighborhoods, leaving no seal or crack undrowned, with gravity having no mercy to anyone who just so happened to be beneath the waves. the black and sickened smoke trails signifying that something has gone horribly, horribly wrong. the vantage point painting houses and neighborhoods as tiny, destructible things.in the same way this photo is a harrowing reminder of our fragility, this album has the same message. the lingering riffs and slow, dreading depth of this album puts you in the shoes of a human who, for the first time, truly realizes the frailty of the life it always knew. the sheer length of this album, the way the first part drones on and on, serves to cement the feeling of scale. it's the feeling of being small, standing right before a gargantuan world larger than any life there is.undoubtedly however, this album's true highlight is the third part. flood part 3 is the culmination of the dread, anxiety, and listlessness that part 1 and 2 cultivate over the course of 30 minutes. it is the shadow of the waves slowly consuming any light within its way, followed by the waves crashing and decimating the ground beneath, portrayed by a wall of sound that is as awe-inspiring as it is soul crushingly humbling. this wall continues to come crashing down repeatedly over the remaining 11 minutes of the track, with a musical passage that assaults and crushes the listener again, again, again, and again.by part 4, things have ultimately been submerged, drowned and consumed by the waters in the same way Sendai was, leaving no seal or crack undrowned, and that without mercy. slowly, things die as the album fades out into silence. the sound of helicopters and rescue fill the final 10 minutes of this album.remember how small we are.10 out of 10 — ★★★★★

    This is the cover art for the album Loveless by the artist My Bloody Valentine. The cover art copyright is believed to belong to the label, Creation Records, or the graphic artist(s), Designland.

    BORIS
    FLOOD
    2000
    REVIEW FROM RYM
    WRITTEN BY blixys 2023

    my bloody valentine - Loveless ALBUM REVIEW

    if someone were to ask me what my favorite album was, loveless would be my pick. separate from critical acclaim, this is an album i hold near and dear, and surprisingly so.it's not often i see an album so equally weighted in pacing. other albums like sweet trip's v:d:c, while undoubtedly innovative and a landmark in sound design, weigh most of its pacing on dsco.*--
    APPENDAGE 2022.05.02
    after an assessment of the album, i found tracks like chocolate matter, design 2 : 3, pro : lov : ad, among others, were highly underrated. dsco is not the peak of the album; design 2 : 3 is.
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    this makes [v:d:c] as a whole somewhat hard to digest at times (although it is heartily well worth a shot).this is not the case for loveless.akin to a sizzling, nearly dizzying hot bath, the album's sound throughout renders the listener both profoundly shaken and profoundly warmed. its runtime is always in constant swing; pacing always in that mildly uncomfortable, almost intimate back and forth, back and forth. the themes of a distorted, almost stockholm-like love (as seen in tracks like 'when you sleep') ring throughout its runtime, making it so radically heart wrenching that it renders itself one of the most emotional albums i have ever heard.as an example, let's look at 'sometimes'. while simple, the track is arguably the most crushing track on the album. its guitar is both sweetly embracing yet so distant. you are trying to find solace in a bed that comforts you, but you are met with silence, and deafeningly so. it is one of the more stand-out songs in the album however it fits quite well.of course, this album is not for everyone. its walls of effects and wailing guitars have a specific target audience, alienating everyone else quite violently. even i wasn't keen on first listen, but over time, i sunk myself lower into the work and fell head over heels with it. when you're lonely, in bed, and blast this, it has a profound effect on you.please give this album a shot.thank you10 out of 10 — ★★★★★

    This is the cover art for the album Loveless by the artist My Bloody Valentine. The cover art copyright is believed to belong to the label, Creation Records, or the graphic artist(s), Designland.

    MY BLOODY VALENTINE
    LOVELESS
    1991
    SIRE RECORDS
    REVIEW FROM RYM
    COVER ART BY ANGUS CAMERON
    WRITTEN BY blixys 2022

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    what if, of what?

    (ADDENDUM 05/26/23: what was he cooking?)when i was a child, i was a perfectionist. in 6th grade toiling and stressing way too much over essays, in 8th grade powering through the worst of thoughts to finish one assignment, straight A's often lined my report cards. but of course, you know where this is going. people say that i'm something else, a glimmer of hope in this box of boredom, gifted and smart and special... you know the drill.sometimes i like to think that. that i'm unique. that i'm special, i'm someone else, and not like the others. maybe you are too, and in that case i feel you. i get you.
    but when you're faced with reality, that isn't the case.
    to thousands of people, you and i were just anonymous people that were passersby, strangers on a bus, the sidewalk, students you'll never meet that rush by you that liminal space between classes. you may feel like the main character among supporting cast, but so does everyone else.even than, that feeling isn't special. that simile isn't unique either.
    it's sonder.
    if that's the case, then what if, of what?but maybe that just means.. we're not so different, you and i. both of us think that we're the main character... maybe then there's a connection.
    maybe in that way, we are human.
    frank ocean was right. we all want to be "seen, touched, heard, paid attention to." we all want someone to be there for us, and surprisingly, we all want to be there for someone else too. that's what sympathy and empathy are.
    look at the person next to you, on the street, at a bus, in a hallway. they have a story to tell you. their life is full of happiness, sadness, loves, deaths, feelings and emotions and works that immerse them in a complex plot and story... the fact that there are almost 8 billion of us is almost mind-bending.i once had a conversation with a person who was a friend of my friend. we were almost strangers, but he acted as if i wasn't.
    for some reason, he told me everything.
    he told me stories of his darkest thoughts, his darkest dreams and most needed of desires, secrets that only an insane man would tell another soul... it leaves an impression on you.he told me of a summer night when a friend shook him violently, grabbed him by the shoulders seething onto his shirt, yelling and crying not to jump.
    he told him everything too,
    he was suicidal.
    maybe everyone has an 'everything' to tell.
    --i know i've addressed you, the reader, many a time. but this was something swelling up from myself. this is something that i've been dying to write down... whether or not the reader has made this far is a worry for another time.in a few years time, i know i won't be able to read this. i know i won't, i'd probably be changed by then. maybe i'd delete it by impulse, maybe i'd laugh at my naivete... but that doesn't matter. that is a worry for another time.maybe i'm just straight up stupid. i'm young, naive, and is a kid finding things obvious for the first time. i'd be hard-pressed to find you still listening or reading, but again, that doesn't matter, in this moment, in this time.
    that is a worry for another time.
    these are my thoughts. this is what i've been thinking about, thank you for being there to listen to my 'everything'.
    so let me ask you... what's yours?-blixys, sweet dreams, as always.

    ICON 144
    there is a solace in the void of the ceiling fan going round and round
    PHOTOGRAPH BY blixys 2022
    WRITTEN BY blixys 2022

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